February 2010
“Music is the vehicle for expression, for hope. It is not a possession. You...”
– Jon Foreman
January 2010
im in way over my head here.
i need to create a blockage. soon.
before things get worse.
im not ready.
i dont know when i will be but im not yet.
i dont really know if i ever will be.
God help me find the right words to say.
ugh.
well im going to read dear john until i pass out.
Oyasuminasai.
But these things take time love.
These things take backbone.
And they’ll tell you what you want to hear ’cause they think it’s better. Better.
But you better know how to point out the liars.
You’ve got to weigh your wars make sure you’re not fighting for nothing. Nothing.
Are you fighting for nothing, nothing?
~Meg and Dia <3
“I could go back to every laugh
But I don’t want to go there anymore and I...”
– Come In With the Rain-Taylor Swift
“Love was a mystery
That I felt all along.
There’s a longing inside me...”
– Heading Home Demo-Switchfoot
I become content with the state that I’m in, and then the devil makes plans to ravage my mind and make me become angry at what is going on in my life.
no.
this needs to end. I cannot continue to go on a roller coaster the rest of my life. It only leads to throwing up. I want to get off the ride and experience newer things. I don’t want the same story over and over again haunting...
Let it Go! by T.D. Jakes. A message that inspired...
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to...
i’ve tried and i give up.
i wish i could say things without getting criticized.
i wish i could express my feelings without that happening too.
this world is a cruel place.
sometimes i just want to vent.
sometimes it’s just nothing, but something that means a lot or struck me right.
whatever it is, i don’t want to be criticized.
that is why i have a tumblr.
so many people think i’m too emotional on...
it is so horrible to watch the tragedy of the world grow,
and know you can do something about it.
recently, i have made a very important decision to ignore my flesh and listen to God.
rather than going to london for a week, i am giving all the money to Haiti.
they need it more than i do.
i was going to london for selfish reasons, to see the world, because i have been “deprived”...
“I ask for nothing
I can get by
But I know so many
Less lucky than I
Please...”
– God Help the Outcasts-Hunchback of Notre Dame
brokenbeautifully:
amazingbecauseitis:
I’m so tired of lying to myself saying that I am okay….
I do this a lot…
yeah it really isnt healthy…and im going to start not lying about that….i cant be okay ALL the time you know?
I’m so tired of lying to myself saying that I am okay….